All things happen for a reason

On my way back from South spine, Class 95 happened to play the song [Heaven knows] which was what I am feeling now. Indeed, 有些事情往往是有缘无分、误会重重、荆棘满途。但是看到了陈不群的决心，或许我必须勇敢地面对一切切的困难. Hopefully time will make the picture looks clearer. A wrong decision made has led to things going haywire. That is because I think too much, worry too much about it during my free time. I don't like to live in ambiguity and play guessing games but why am I doing it now? Sometimes I wonder why I am still doing it.