I have been using these few days to rest and to think about why am I always so bored and feeling that life is so meaningless. Till now, I still have not unravel this mystery that might seem small to others but yet limitless to me. It does not mean that with things to do, to find things to keep myself occupied is the key to release my boredom. In actual fact, I am so lethargic and unmotivated to do anything and even those things that I enjoyed the most, let say soccer, I even have qualms and wavered thoughts about whether will I enjoy it even if I go and relax myself in my favourite pastimes.

Probably, time is already up.