Disappearing act

好作弄人喔！！！
来也匆匆，去也匆匆。
生命渐渐地失去了意义。
一日复一日，得过且过，背上了越来越重的包袱，不知何时卸下。
地球可不可以就在我还正在沉睡时停止转动？
I don't know what is on your mind, my heart is equally not opening up to my mind. I might appear unfathomable to people unwise, but to you, I hope you might be the unexpected. Is it really fate? Who came up with this term to push all the unhappiness to? The only thing in this world that will never truly improve is happiness, hope, love. No matter how high you go, once you reach the peak, you have no where to go but below. It is hard to let go of success so why should we try to succeed in the first place? Do we really like the feeling of success or are we actually too afraid of disappointment and despiseful eyes? Why do wealthy people complain of a life lack of richness? How can we actually see ourselves from other people's shoes? Do we have to seek happiness? What is true happiness? How can people who went through so much sadness and tragedy managed to live on? What is the world after death? Could it be you watching your own replay of the way you once lived your life? What is living life to the fullest? What if there are no kinship in this world? Did love come about due to possessiveness and dominance? Do you really love the person you say you love? Or are you afraid of losing the person because it will seem as if you lose something to someone else. That someone else can even be God for all you know. That's why life is fragile and since life is so fragile, why bother treasuring it? Would you say that the world is being fair to you now? Why can't everyone look the same and behave the same? So many Whys which no one can answer.